Washed Away

I've had the most horrible weekend ever. I feel like my insides have just been washed away,down the drain. I feel like a cold hearted bitch. Sorry only works so many times before it doesn't mean anything and I'm afraid I've used up all mine. Don't pass go,straight to jail. Cruel treatment for a cruel person. I feel empty.Lost.Gone. The unanswered phone calls, the constant wondering. This is surely going to drive me crazy. I can only hold back for so long before the flood gates open and everything pours out.